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Thursday, 12 November 2009

bye bye exams

bye bye exam blues. i am a very happy girl now.
nuff with the 3 weeks of rather intensive mugging.
havent really started studying in advance like ever.
the exams were rather shitty did i mention? its just dumb, so little topics but you need to cram 10+ chapters of definitions, understanding, examples, models. wasting my brain cells seriously.
project results are out also. its also shitty. want to kill the helmethead lecturer, seriously, whats up with that grade, its just not good though we didnt fail, of course, not ever happening. anyhow, great job people! we got a satisfactory grade for the others. and need to thank my favourite partner, PAIGE! our efforts paid off! we were giggling like 3 year olds when we saw the grades, hehs. but still OMIGOSH *does a victory dance. *GRINS*. it does feel a whole load better because (only paige can fill in the blank) i am just secretly happy. and guys, we dont knw what went wrong with yours, hope you all will feel better since not everyone did very well, and you helped us A LOT! many pats on the shoulders for you*
did the family photoshoot a few months back since siss had her graduation already. did it this year instead of next, because it doesnt really matter to me, my looks wont change, so just take in advance, since am graduating next year? kinda taboo though, i better pass my exams or else it will be so shitty. need not take 2 photoshoot since the gown is the same. plus its damn expensive, i MUST STRESS!

casual photo, so SBD-ish. norm norm.

the traditional kimonos are prettyy and tight.

love this photo!
proud parents.

i find this photo damn funny! not my cert of course, tried to cover the name but...

Tuesday, 03 November 2009

ouiiii

i find this ring & necklace, delightly pretty, beautiful, amazing. whichever thesauraus words that describes, beautiful.
i seriously dont mind having this as an engagement/wedding ring. whats not to love when you receive the wedding proposal, and the ring just says 'oui', i think OUIII will pop out before i think of i do. hahas. and it shows that the man is very confident, since he assumed that you will say yes. whats not to love.
and the price and brand fits perfectly.
get it at Dior if you are effing rich, costs ard 1.4k? for the ring, and twice the amount for the necklace.!
i will continue dreaming. ahhhhh.....

Monday, 02 November 2009

be gone soon

i am very surprised that there are still people reading, ahhas! cox there has been seriously a lack of updates here, bcox urs truly is really lazy nowadays. next monday! everything will be over. 7 more days. 3 more modules. argh!

so the routine everyday is, wake up ard mid noon, have lunch, watch some shows, study session 1, have dinner, watch more shows or head out, come back and chill, study session 2 & 3, sleep at 5ish. thats the earliest i can slp, i dont knw why.

which worries me because i have t wake up at 7 odd tmr! =/ and i have a paper at like 2. die die die.

and its going to start raining now. holyshizzzz. dont have the mood to study at all.

hope everyone had a good HALLOWEEN! (: cause i did!

Saturday, 17 October 2009

pent up anger

everyone thinks that i have the perfect relationship. everyone thinks that i have the perfect boy. but all in all, its not true after seeing things collaspe for this past 3 months and counting. and whats with all the compromising bullshit and giving in to each other nonsense. there are always some flaws that you can never cover, repolish, close both eyes or one eye and pretend it didnt happen. and theres no point 'hanging out' anymore, when everything had already changed. the way you act, the way you look and even the way you smell, is totally foreign now, u seem more and more like a stranger to me. with all the vulgarities hurling and frustations being vented out, its not the way it should be. and now, saying sorry is just like water, meaningless, bland, pointless.
to clear the air, from all the excuses that were given, girls and boys out there, urs truly is single and not that available yet again.
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i seriously dont understand whats the hype about studying. theres still 9 more days before the 1st paper is due. and the 4 papers are stretched over 14 days, 2 weeks. so, i dont rly understand why ppl start so early, like 1 week after the brk started, no offence if i was referring to anyone. take a chill pill please.
**
and guys, if i dont want to dance with u, it doesnt mean that i am attached, its just that you are too ugly. mofo.
**
time to drink and party more.

Thursday, 01 October 2009

haru haru (self explanatory)

Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind

Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, so I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous

You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live on
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by

It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don’t lie, lïe
You’re my heart, say goodbye...